What is wrong with me?

What can a person say to you? You are having a child with a person who will not support you or the child. This makes no sense whatsoever and if having a child does not motivate him to seek treatment or just get a job nothing will. You are by choice dating a loser which indicates low self esteem on your part.. The fact you are bringing a child into this mess is beyond me. Either he gets a job or you move on. I cannot see it any other way.